Saturday, March 28, 2020

Weather rather cloudier today, quite cold in town in the morning.

Town very quiet, like a Sunday before 1994. All the shops were doing the 2m thing and most of them were making people wait outside.

Coming home I felt quite good - I realised it was because I'd been out of the house for 2 hours, longer than I have been for a week.

These last few weeks, I've been facing the prospect of dying more than I ever have before. I think I can face it though, because - although I've still got lots of issues - I've become a version of myself that I like. I would not like to have died the angry bitter person of 2008, or the nihilistic one of 2010.

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Windy