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Friday, May 28, 2021
Thursday, May 27, 2021
Wednesday, May 26, 2021
Tuesday, May 25, 2021
Monday, May 24, 2021
First morning working as a digital nomad. Kept swinging between thinking it's the worst mistake I ever made (on a par
with educating Marmalade), and thinking it's the best idea I ever had and being astonished by my audacity in choosing to
improve my life in such a bold way.
Walked 2 miles into Grainley and back for a keyboard. Interesting that wireless is now the default, and
to find a wired one I had to go to a place with a bigger selection. Got rained on on way back, caught in a shower, but the sun came out again and dried me off to some degree.
Later had first nomadic Zoom meeting. I thought the Premier Inn free wi-fi wasn't up to the job but colleagues said it was
better than my previous home connection.
Have been thinking - 'Now I'm only responsible for my bags, the car, the stuff in the units and a few boxes at M's house. I am free!' No more side passage or roof or damp to worry about.
RAIN overnight
Sun and SHOWERS
2-8 Cu
some huge
1200 THUNDER SHOWERS
1830 CuNian seen
Sun and SHOWERS
2-8 Cu
some huge
1200 THUNDER SHOWERS
1830 CuNian seen
Sunday, May 23, 2021
As you can see, not only did I neglect to
supply myself with cartridges, but with a working biro too. It must be many a long year since I had to do a diary entry
in pencil. Lovely morning; set myself to serious work fixing the batch files I use for my past diaries so they'd work on the laptop. It was good 'digital nomad' practice. Getting an entry typed up and weather-checked gave
me a feeling of stability.
About 2.15 dark clouds came over and there was a shower, rain on the windows. I felt very cosy, as if I was on holiday,
but I never have to go home, because I don't have a home now.
0600 0 Sun
1000 4 Cu
1200 8 Sc
SHOWER
1415 SHOWER
[usual ink changes to pencil] 2030 RAIN
1000 4 Cu
1200 8 Sc
SHOWER
1415 SHOWER
[usual ink changes to pencil] 2030 RAIN
Saturday, May 22, 2021
Friday, May 21, 2021
Had to park up the road at the house. Got call to say completion had occurred. Slowly went round saying goodbye. I could by then have moved the car to right outside the house, but I thought no, it's a
piece of Earl's Court I mustn't take to Maidenhead.Perhaps fittingly, the space was empty when I left, as it was when I
arrived. I walked down the path, I laid my hand on the pillar, I looked back once, and then I got in the car and drove
away.
Windy
<8 9p Sc
Few sun-breaks
1200 on, SPELLS OF RAIN
<8 9p Sc
Few sun-breaks
1200 on, SPELLS OF RAIN
Thursday, May 20, 2021
After the last half load came back for my bags and cases - how
empty the house looked without a load waiting!
I thought of 'This house is empty now' at the end of Vieux Carré. But it felt exciting too, like going off to university in 1988. As I drove I could feel the stress of the parking thing, and the move, just dropping off me. Stopped at the Turnpike for hotel supplies. My nomadic existence has begun. 0000 Moon
0400 0 ->Sun
->8 Sc
1100->->Windy
I thought of 'This house is empty now' at the end of Vieux Carré. But it felt exciting too, like going off to university in 1988. As I drove I could feel the stress of the parking thing, and the move, just dropping off me. Stopped at the Turnpike for hotel supplies. My nomadic existence has begun. 0000 Moon
0400 0 ->Sun
->8 Sc
1100->->Windy
Wednesday, May 19, 2021
This is my last night staying at this house. It was the parking that spoiled everything, because I couldn't feel secure
when I was away, and I couldn't have anyone come to do improvement work because of the need to preserve the parking
space. I don't rule out owning a house again, but it's been such a relief to hear the rain at the hotel and know I'm not on the
hook for fixing the roof, or to see the dilapidation here and know it's no longer my problem. I will miss having the garden, and the big windows and high ceilings.
SPELLS OF RAIN
Also sun
Huge Cu
1550 HEAVY SHOWER
Also sun
Huge Cu
1550 HEAVY SHOWER
Tuesday, May 18, 2021
Monday, May 17, 2021
Excellent shower on the dual carriageway on the way home - saw black 'rain-brooms' ahead, temp dropped from 16°C to 10°C, lots of standing water on the road. Then a wonderful period of sun and dazzling spray like a good dream, and rainbows in the
spray when seen in the mirrors behind me.
RAIN overnight
0500 8
Some sun later
1500 Huge Cu 16°C
1510 VERY HEAVY SHOWER 12°C
1530 10°C
1600 SPELL OF RAIN
0500 8
Some sun later
1500 Huge Cu 16°C
1510 VERY HEAVY SHOWER 12°C
1530 10°C
1600 SPELL OF RAIN
Sunday, May 16, 2021
Saturday, May 15, 2021
Friday, May 14, 2021
Thursday, May 13, 2021
Wednesday, May 12, 2021
Tuesday, May 11, 2021
Monday, May 10, 2021
Sunday, May 09, 2021
Saturday, May 08, 2021
Friday, May 07, 2021
Thursday, May 06, 2021
Wednesday, May 05, 2021
Tuesday, May 04, 2021
Monday, May 03, 2021
Sunday, May 02, 2021
Saturday, May 01, 2021
Friday, April 30, 2021
Thursday, April 29, 2021
Wednesday, April 28, 2021
Tuesday, April 27, 2021
Monday, April 26, 2021
Sunday, April 25, 2021
Saturday, April 24, 2021
The selfish neighbour had parked really close - I had to go back and forth about 6 times to get out, but when I
did, the road was clear of traffic so I was able to give him a farewell 'Fuck. You.' double beep before driving
measuredly away.
Once I got to Mugsborough I felt as if I was arriving in the TARDIS, like 'what historical period is this?' I
didn't know whether the Enway Road junction was a roundabout or a T-junction like it was when we were young children, and near the Gables I began thinking of 1997-98 when I lived there, and found it odd when a text arrived, because I didn't have a mobile then.
It is so nice to be away from the house after more than a year at home during the shutdowns, and to be away from the parking after a decade
of angst.
Typically 4 Ci
till
c.1600 0 Sun
till
c.1600 0 Sun
Friday, April 23, 2021
Thursday, April 22, 2021
Wednesday, April 21, 2021
Tuesday, April 20, 2021
Monday, April 19, 2021
Sunday, April 18, 2021
Saturday, April 17, 2021
Friday, April 16, 2021
Remember the other week when I found myself appreciating the garden and house now that I'm leaving them? While typing up my 15-years-ago diary early in the morning found myself at the old flat appreciating that just the same one sunny Sunday. The next day I was
coming to view this place...
Now I find myself coolly excited. It's a fine sunny evening with bright blue sky, and I have now a feeling of potential and adventure and things opening up, as if I'm sailing out into bright blue seas.
0600 0 FROST
->Sun
1400 ~5 Cu
->Sun
1400 ~5 Cu
Thursday, April 15, 2021
Wednesday, April 14, 2021
Tuesday, April 13, 2021
Monday, April 12, 2021
Traffic back to normal, also fumes. 'The air would soon be reeking of petrol.'
Odd granular frost in the morning. I'd've thought it was a frozen sprinkling of snow, except it was only on places where frost would be (cars, roofs, fence rails, grass...)
Last night btw, for the first time this year, noticed when getting into bed at 8pm that there was enough light coming through the curtains to make it abnormally early to be going to bed.
Also, very early in the morning, about 4 am, with the streetlights still off had fine view of Arcturus high in the SW and Scorpius to the south. Seeing Arcturus in the west in the small hours in April like seeing Orion and Gemini marching before the dawn in the east in July. -0°C overnight
0600 0
GRANULAR FROST
Typically 5 large Cu
Sun
Also, very early in the morning, about 4 am, with the streetlights still off had fine view of Arcturus high in the SW and Scorpius to the south. Seeing Arcturus in the west in the small hours in April like seeing Orion and Gemini marching before the dawn in the east in July. -0°C overnight
0600 0
GRANULAR FROST
Typically 5 large Cu
Sun
Sunday, April 11, 2021
Saturday, April 10, 2021
Friday, April 09, 2021
Thursday, April 08, 2021
A couple of times now I've looked out of the back bedroom window at the tidy lawns and the garden path, and the brightly-painted shed and the bright green fir tree, and the apple tree, and wondered if I really want to leave it all. But
'location'. I can't be happy here, and I told the house I would try to sell it to someone who could appreciate it, and I
think that's what I've managed. 'Life is a casting off.'
Some sun
Wednesday, April 07, 2021
Tuesday, April 06, 2021
Sorting out Private Eyes at the storage place. Among the 2013
ones I found an April Fool cover with evil Boris Johnson, caption 'I'm going to be Prime Minister'. Chilling. An example
of what Orwell said about Louis-Napoleon and Hitler, that for an adventurer it's good not to be taken too seriously
early on.
-0°C overnight
Typically 4 large low Cu Sun
Fresh breeze N
Typically 4 large low Cu Sun
Fresh breeze N
Monday, April 05, 2021
Sunday, April 04, 2021
Saturday, April 03, 2021
I've mentioned the unusual self-checkouts at Wilkinsons which are actually just ordinary ones which you operate
while a staff member looks on benevolently. Particularly enjoyed using them today, I quietly whistled the Superstore
theme as I trained the scanner gun on the goods.
≤8 with sun-breaks
Cold
Cold
Friday, April 02, 2021
Thursday, April 01, 2021
Wednesday, March 31, 2021
Early in the morning about 7.10, walking up to the Tesco Express with the hazy early sunlight falling on the sign, reminded me of 1989 and early mornings full of possibility. If things go right, in a few months' time I could be seeing the early Wednesday morning sunlight anywhere.
0700 ~3 Sun
->0
->Cloudier
Warm
->0
->Cloudier
Warm
Tuesday, March 30, 2021
Monday, March 29, 2021
Sunday, March 28, 2021
Saturday, March 27, 2021
Friday, March 26, 2021
Gave lawns their first mow of 2021. I suppose sooner or later I'll be mowing them for the last time.
Rain was due at 3pm but it arrived at 2.15, while I was still on the fourth and last lawn. Had to get partially inside the shed to clean and oil the mower afterwards. Quite cosy in there looking out at the rain falling on the garden. Occasional sun
1415 SQUALLY SHOWER
Breezy
Rain was due at 3pm but it arrived at 2.15, while I was still on the fourth and last lawn. Had to get partially inside the shed to clean and oil the mower afterwards. Quite cosy in there looking out at the rain falling on the garden. Occasional sun
1415 SQUALLY SHOWER
Breezy
Thursday, March 25, 2021
By 12.20 everything was in storage, so I took the van back and walked home. Had very pleasant walking lunch, with BLT baguette across the fields and Co-op flapjack up Cheeseman Rd. Sky had clouded over by then but it was still very pleasant, I felt like I was making full use of a hunk of time. It reminded me
a bit of being out and about playing on bikes on a Saturday. It began to rain as I neared home, that really was perfect timing. Just had time for a cup of coffee, and to thank
7.30am me for doing the washing up.
0700 0 Sun
0830 1 Gradually
->
1400 8 Sc, SHOWER.
1515 Sun
0830 1 Gradually
->
1400 8 Sc, SHOWER.
1515 Sun
Wednesday, March 24, 2021
Tuesday, March 23, 2021
Monday, March 22, 2021
Sunday, March 21, 2021
Saturday, March 20, 2021
Friday, March 19, 2021
Thursday, March 18, 2021
Wednesday, March 17, 2021
Tuesday, March 16, 2021
Barrett Road, along which I walk home from the unit every morning, has narrow pavements on most of the E side,
so when coming home I often have to cross to the W to avoid infection from people walking the other way. Reaching the other side after just such a crossing this morning, I saw I was under the canopy of a pink cherry tree, the blossom subtly
bright against the grey sky. The sight filled me with hope, and made me think about what I'd read about spring 1945.
0600 8 RAIN
stops
Sun-break.
PM SHOWERS, some sun
stops
Sun-break.
PM SHOWERS, some sun
Monday, March 15, 2021
Sunday, March 14, 2021
Saturday, March 13, 2021
Friday, March 12, 2021
Thursday, March 11, 2021
Very windy overnight and in the day - badly-timed for recycling day, the street was like a tornado of plastic. Mine
stayed in place though because I wedged it in with the bags of cardboard. Thank goodness I had the chimneys done.
VERY WINDY Gusting F8
0700 ~7 Ac
Some sun
->SQUALLY RAIN
->
Sun Large Cu
Warmer
1745 RAIN
0700 ~7 Ac
Some sun
->SQUALLY RAIN
->
Sun Large Cu
Warmer
1745 RAIN
Wednesday, March 10, 2021
Tuesday, March 09, 2021
Monday, March 08, 2021
Sunday, March 07, 2021
Friday, March 05, 2021
Thursday, March 04, 2021
Wednesday, March 03, 2021
Tuesday, March 02, 2021
Monday, March 01, 2021
Sunday, February 28, 2021
Saturday, February 27, 2021
Friday, February 26, 2021
Thursday, February 25, 2021
Wednesday, February 24, 2021
Tuesday, February 23, 2021
Monday, February 22, 2021
Sunday, February 21, 2021
Quite springlike today, a bit like that day in February 1985.
Sort of 'enjoy the silence' day today - fine weather and self-esteem.
Much sun
Warmer still
Warmer still
Saturday, February 20, 2021
For trip to unit wore green summer coat instead of new grey one, the weather was so much milder. Coming home had a feeling rather like Feb 1990, of being surprised by hints of spring because I'd got used to grimly surviving the winter, and had vaguely assumed it would always be winter now. Felt a bit like Abby when she sees the spring flowers in Corn Dolly.
Much sun
Warmer
Warmer
Friday, February 19, 2021
Thursday, February 18, 2021
Work COVID test a bit of a trial - it was all set up for smartphones, and although I had one with me, I was annoyed
that the website didn't mention this, so I pretended my Doro phone was my only one. So everything took longer and I got
my result by text.
While waiting for the test result had Tesco picnic lunch outside. Crows have grown bolder than ever, I had to
watch them the whole time to stop them coming too close.
Test was negative so went inside. Office much tidier than I remembered. My work diary was still open at March 16th. The
world before the plague...
Packed everything I wanted. Left my work heels because if there is somehow a formal occasion and before
we go back to work on site, I'll buy new ones, it'll be a pleasure.
0830 8 WINDY
->some sun
1030 RAIN
1500 Stops Sun
->some sun
1030 RAIN
1500 Stops Sun
Wednesday, February 17, 2021
Tuesday, February 16, 2021
Monday, February 15, 2021
Sunday, February 14, 2021
An ice dam formed in the gutter outside the back window - cleared it with the houseplant watering can filled with hot water, by leaning out of the window.
While packing books at the storage unit, I found £100 in £20 notes I'd stashed in one of them.
Checked whether the plastic £20 had come out yet, and found it was a year ago! With no-one using cash since then, no-one
noticed.
Wonder if it's necessary to keep cash stashed about the house now. Neither Brexit or COVID has required it so far,
indeed COVID has made cash much less useful.
Some sun
Warmer
1300 3.5°C
Breezy
Warmer
1300 3.5°C
Breezy
Saturday, February 13, 2021
Literally freezing in in the storage unit (I brought a thermometer) - thank
goodness I put that fan heater in there.
Humidity has been very low this week, like 50% indoors. Consequently the snow and ice has been drying up without melting and making everything wet - they've been sublimating. Coming up to 8pm and it seems to be a little warmer. Or to be strictly accurate it feels warmer and the outdoor probe
says 0.7°C rather the -2 one might expect on recent form.
Very cold
Windy
Sun
Ci etc
2000 1°C
Windy
Sun
Ci etc
2000 1°C
Friday, February 12, 2021
Thursday, February 11, 2021
Wednesday, February 10, 2021
Tuesday, February 09, 2021
Monday, February 08, 2021
Sunday, February 07, 2021
Snowed almost all day, particularly heavily around 10am. I'd pushed the snow off the car with a broom while idling it,
and by the time I'd finished idling it 20 minutes later, more had built up. The bright white snow-light always makes me feel sleepy, as if I should be hibernating.
0700 RAIN
0730 SNOW
cont
1500 Slackening
3" lying, Windy
0730 SNOW
cont
1500 Slackening
3" lying, Windy
Saturday, February 06, 2021
Friday, February 05, 2021
Thursday, February 04, 2021
Wednesday, February 03, 2021
Tuesday, February 02, 2021
Not in a good place today - mental fog and that feeling of wanting to cry when anything goes even slightly wrong. Cheered up a bit after 2pm when - after a bright sun-break from a yellow-grey Feb 1990 style sky - the clouds cleared rapidly.
House is now at least tidy enough for an agent to see it. Will make a call.
0700 8 MIST
Rain
0800 stops
0900 Brighter
1400->->
Clearing
Sun
Rain
0800 stops
0900 Brighter
1400->->
Clearing
Sun
Monday, February 01, 2021
Sunday, January 31, 2021
Saturday, January 30, 2021
Friday, January 29, 2021
Thursday, January 28, 2021
Wednesday, January 27, 2021
Tuesday, January 26, 2021
Monday, January 25, 2021
Sunday, January 24, 2021
Saturday, January 23, 2021
Friday, January 22, 2021
Thursday, January 21, 2021
Woke up tingling at 2.30am when I heard a crash, of my recycling box blowing over. I intrepidly went out into the gale
with a head torch and picked it up.
In the morning went out to the Tesco
Express. On the way back I had a sudden feeling that I was thinking more clearly again. Saw a beautiful sunrise across the river valley just as the sun reached the horizon. The clearing of my mental fog.
So nice to hear 'The White House spokesperson' and remember it isn't some cunt any more. Little leaver Britain is
suddenly looking out on a limb.
RAIN overnight
VERY WINDY
0600 1 *
0800 2 Sun
--->
1400 8
VERY WINDY
0600 1 *
0800 2 Sun
--->
1400 8
Wednesday, January 20, 2021
Spoke to parents on phone. They both got the Pfizer vaccine yesterday.
Earlier watched Trump being flown away in the helicopter. He gave the marine a surprisingly smart salute. The marine had a face-mask on. I wonder if that pissed Trump off?
Biden just arriving at the Capitol now.
(Later) Best bits were 'Madam Vice-President', Lady Gaga doing their national anthem, and JB doing the oath. Imagine being in politics all your life, all those
times going back and forth to Delaware on the train, and then finally getting to that point?
0700 8 Dark
1100 SHOWER
1100 SHOWER
Tuesday, January 19, 2021
Monday, January 18, 2021
Sunday, January 17, 2021
Saturday, January 16, 2021
Snowed in the morning, so that my one-way storage trip had to be taken very carefully, as did the onward leg into town. But while I was there the snow turned to rain, and coming back was just annoying and horrible.
Am having to do everything very slowly and deliberately, and also find I'm even more easily distracted than usual. I still feel quite calm though, as I said before it could be pleasant. Very sleepy too, which is odd because I was in bed
for 10 hours last night. The sleepiness and calm are the odd factors - if it weren't for them I'd think it was just a
matter of too much alcohol. But too much alcohol makes me jumpy, not calm the next morning.
0700 SNOW
~0900 about ½" lying
-->RAIN
~0900 about ½" lying
-->RAIN
Friday, January 15, 2021
S's dad is in hospital with COVID. Slight improvement since yesterday, apparently. Worrying news about yet more mutant strains.
Good online video of one of the Trump insurrectionists 'requesting' a pardon for the president. She says 'I'm facing a
prison sentence', with an expression and intonation that says 'The very idea!', but you can tell she thinks it's going
to happen.
0800 8 medium Sc
Thursday, January 14, 2021
It's been raining more or less continuously since about 9am yesterday. Got soaked and chilled when I went out, made
a cup of tea when I got back like in the 'Tea - best drink of the day' ad, which was very effective: I saw it when I was a girl and I always make tea when I come in soaked. Moving from real to metaphorical weather, felt less in the fog again. Made myself an avatar, a section of skyline and grey but promising sky.
These have been a good few days in personal development terms, I think there's been a healthy downsizing of my ego.
RAIN overnight
cont
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cont
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Wednesday, January 13, 2021
Tuesday, January 12, 2021
Monday, January 11, 2021
Sunday, January 10, 2021
Saturday, January 09, 2021
Fine starry sky at 6 am, head of Draco very plain. And then a bright cold day.
M had a splendidly encouraging bit in the email he sent me today, about tearing apart the animal trap of
neighbours, work and England and throwing it aside into the 'bracken of middle-age'.
0600 0 *
->Sun
HEAVY FROST
COLD
->Sun
HEAVY FROST
COLD
Friday, January 08, 2021
Thursday, January 07, 2021
Wednesday, January 06, 2021
Noticeably lighter in the morning. Fine old half-moon seen through cloud-wrack as I came back from morning walk.
Incredible scenes from America this evening. At 6.30, I was distracted from my worries about the evil neighbours by Mitch 'no chin' McConnell giving a striking speech about how the 'stop the steal' stuff was
all nonsense, and thinking 'This is how Hunter S Thompson must've felt watching the Watergate hearings', when suddenly it all spiralled out of control and Trump's neo-nazi supporters actually broke into the capitol and set
about trashing the place, getting to the very door of the congress chamber. Imagine if they'd been Black Lives Matter
people, theyld've been gunned down on the third Capitol step. Sterling stuff from al-Jazeera's frontwoman Patty
Culhane.
Whatever would Louisa M. Alcott have thought?
RAIN overnight
0700 <8 Moon-through
Some sun later
0700 <8 Moon-through
Some sun later
Tuesday, January 05, 2021
Monday, January 04, 2021
Sunday, January 03, 2021
Saturday, January 02, 2021
Friday, January 01, 2021
NEW YEAR'S DAY. Max temp yesterday was 1°C, hasn't been over 4°C for days, so house has got very cold.
There's a sort of cold clarity about New Year's Day that I like. That's particularly
surprising considering I usually have a more or less bad headache to start the day with.
Brendan Behan writes about how people in prison brisk up at New Year because some of them are now going out this year, or next year.
Took Christmas decorations down, for the last time here I hope. I won't be putting them back in the loft - they'll go into storage.
It's going to be a difficult start to the year - the coronavirus is running riot and vaccination has to catch up.
8 all day
Cold
(0930 MISTY)
Cold
(0930 MISTY)